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  • Now that I have a Window

    Now that I have a window
    it seems I am aging faster.
    I resemble a family member who has
    already died.
    I see the sun set and it drops into
    the dirt faster every day.
    I imagine that is me. I am the sun,
    scorching orange fingernails
    scratching at the dusky sky
    trying to remain relevant.
    And what if this time,
    there is no morning?

    But then,
    after the dark night there are
    blushing hints of sun. I may be my great aunt reborn.
    I am the promise that
    the universe crackles at its tips
    into yet another big bang.

    Look at the man walking, cold breath rising.
    Look at the trees bare to their necks.
    It is winter…
    but only for now.

    February 6, 2010

  • The Silver Ring (Alice B.)

    A poem from my great-grandmother Alice B. Johnson…

    The Silver Ring

    Within my palm a ring of silver weighed
    The many years that marched in swift parade,
    As treasured memories it stirred today–
    Small silver ring with trinkets laid away.

    Once long ago, my daughter, you possessed
    The silver ring within my palm now pressed–
    I see again your wonder at each move
    Of finger where it made a gleaming groove.

    How strange to think, the long years through,
    It waited this day to return to you–
    A silver ring and memories that linger–
    I wonder– will it fit YOUR daughter’s finger?

    …It fits my finger. I have only this to say:

    how to explain?
    the words could have been mine, but they’re not.
    they cover my mind
    with disbelief and astonishment
    that curls the corners of my
    Cheshire grin.
    how can this be? I read on
    and on and it is all so familiar.
    a déjà vu of structure
    and metaphor.
    it sits heavy in my gut, a premonition
    of thoughts—
    this will not be the end of us.

    February 5, 2010

  • Burn-out

    Burn-out

    I am flowers dried in tangled hair
    and tarnished stars in smudged eyes.

    feel that gravity;
    feel that pyre burning higher.

    for years, we passed around the white and green
    while the bottled brown took a turn.
    the crowds looked delightfully soft like a
    pillow of arms and encore lighters
    and I spun dancing into my conflagration.

    “Here, scattered to the wind, are the last remains of ____
    May there be rest in peace.
    May God save the soul from the flames.”

    of my name, a gentle breeze.
    of my black and white friends, only ash.
    sleep on the lawn and rest in these arms.

    February 5, 2010

  • Born at the Wrong Time

    Born at the Wrong Time

    One summer, I saw a Texas-style Paul McCartney
    in a dark mahogany leather coat
    slurring to Bob Dylan’s “rainy day woman”
    outside the full moon at a wrangler bonfire in
    Colorado.

    Last night, I saw a gray haired woman, four feet tall,
    in full length tattered gown
    swirling in her mess of beads
    and her hands in the air like she was
    summoning back
    the 60’s.

    I saw myself tripping on the old Baltimore cobblestones.
    I saw myself drunk with Janis and having a grand old time.

    February 5, 2010

  • Science Fair Project (for my grandfather)

    Science Fair Project: How to anodize aluminum

    Meet at 210 Charmuth Road,
    to the house hidden in aging oaks.
    Grab one carrot cookie and go
    down creaky wooden basement steps,
    pass the antique hair dryer chair,
    the wood shop littered with hand cut toys,
    down the dark and dusty hall,

    There he waits.
    Pans of chemicals set up and reflecting our
    faces in their sheen.

    Before I was born,
    there were the late nights, the trials-
    mistakes, creativity, mistakes.
    Testing all the variables,
    days passing to weeks, seasons dusty with neglect.
    Did he ever doubt?

    He didn’t.
    Follow the patented instructions
    he knows as
    sure as he knows every anode,
    every alloy, every wrinkle of the metal
    and wait for the results.

    As the aluminum changes in the bath
    so does the light. The glow in the basement is
    from years ago,
    my memory of a middle school
    science fair project.
    My grandfather patient
    while I strain to understand.
    It is his life in the process.
    It is our work there in the morning together
    that changes the aluminum,
    it is his blood in
    that hard and durable, corrosion resistant, permanent coating.

    I know I am older now, but is he?

    He is that unbreakable spirit, that hard determination,
    that iron will.

    (RIP Chuck Burrows 10/25/08)

    February 5, 2010

  • February (for my old dog)

    I’ve got a cat in my arms here trying to help me post to this blog (she is not all that helpful)! It makes me miss all those animals who kept me company over the years, especially one little dog:

    February

    The night before, the ice fell in sheets from the sky and I was a child.
    But in the morning
    I awoke to sun that glistened and glowed and melted
    the way out.

    I skated in circles through my parent’s house,
    frantic to pack my life into trash bags and move on.

    She sat curled in the snow, watching me.
    She shivered skinny from not eating.
    We should have carried her back inside but
    we were all so busy moving those trash bags.

    In that still winter quiet, in her favorite month,
    I went out to her.
    I crouched down to touch her face.
    I said goodbye, turned to leave.

    When the melted ice froze that night,
    I was in a white lonely place that smelled of new carpet.

    She dreamed of snow on her tongue.
    She was waiting for her old dogs to finally
    take her home.

    February 4, 2010

  • Gloss

    Gloss

    If I was the woman
    in the gas station convenience store
    sweeping up the dead leaves,
    cigarette butts, dirt
    and bugs that accumulate over the week,
    what shade of lipstick would I wear?
    Deep red to surprise
    those drifting passerbys
    who assume by my oversized dressings that I’ve grown too tired for
    movie star dreams;
    Or a softly generic pink
    to match the slight flush in my cheeks
    from the new cold breezes and the faded wall shades
    and the dullness of simple chores;
    Or just a gloss,
    barely discernible to all but me…

    Yes, with the gloss I imagine that
    every time my tongue reached out in habit,
    I would taste a faint stickiness of strawberry flavoring
    And smile inside.

    February 4, 2010

  • Saturday Night Turned Sunday

    Saturday Night Turned Sunday

    In that ether
    of day to night to day, you twisted into
    my bones with a quiet embrace
    while candles burned out
    their existence in the corner, flickering
    their shadowy tongues on the ceiling.

    Earlier,
    we were mouths pressed to Jamaican cigars.
    Our voices drifting towards a lone street light
    while our lips smacked with red wine.

    Later, there was the
    reaching out; the touching that sent shivers
    through my thoughts and made loud promises like a
    bright neon skyline, or a half smile.

    The next day, though,
    found resigned whispers from the ceiling fan,
    soft morning light through the blinds,
    impressions of lips on empty water glasses,

    and a hand slipping hopelessly away.

    February 4, 2010

  • Benson’s Market (Then and Now)

    This morning, decided to explore some Baltimore-themed pieces…. Started with Charles (who I haven’t seen at President/Lombard in a looong time) and working my way down to Benson’s Market on Eastern….The city is constantly on my mind.

    Benson’s Market (Then)

    Sun glare off the wet pavement, I squint
    and can see the wrinkled man,
    worn white shoes, making his way
    out the door of Benson’s Market on Eastern.
    He has a brown bag and a cup of coffee
    steaming, just like the Baltimore humidity.

    He stands balancing his breakfast and
    says words to a woman in a flowered housedress,
    gray hair upswept high,
    reminding me of a bird house that
    used to sit empty in the very back of
    our neighbor’s yard, except that one was green.

    The light changes
    and my tires greet the asphalt like
    a quick handshake. The man is in my rearview,
    walking up towards Patterson Park.
    Another, much older, sits in an outdoor lounge chair,
    thin legs crossed, watching him go.

    Benson’s Market grows small;
    diminishing in view the
    blue and white checkered storefront and
    a sign that says cordially,
    bread eggs milk,
    for your convenience, open 7 days.

    Ahead of me the pigeons who sleep
    soundly above the old Ukrainian Youth Center
    have woken up
    and flown.

    Benson’s Market (Now)

    Those must have been ghosts
    I saw
    When we last spoke.
    Because the market blinds
    Are torn
    And cling to bits of dust and darkness
    Like I sometimes do
    To my tenuous memories.

    No one has entered that door
    With a ding
    Of welcome in many years.

    Who were those men that I saw, with
    Their steaming cups of coffee
    Their bread,
    Their milk?
    Who were those women
    Talking of birds outside the blue-checkered front
    That now
    Seems so forlorn?

    The streets aren’t quiet and peaceful.
    The people sit
    Empty waiting for the bus
    By the Burger King.

    February 4, 2010

  • Charles

    Charles

    A prophet
    preaches in front of the scratched
    hood of my car.
    He is hidden beneath baseball cap,
    and a suit of dark wool
    too big for his slight bones.
    His head is bowed beneath
    the weight of a necklace
    of trinkets only he understands.
    The heat visibly surrounds
    his dry and marbled outstretched hands,
    but he does not sweat.

    He speaks—
    prophecies and ancient secrets
    that are absolved
    into the Baltimore humidity
    without
    any recompense. Without any
    baptized soul
    noticing.

    February 4, 2010

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