Pale widow
Blue veins freeze her hands
Rests them vacant
Consoling window sill
Togged out, waits
one lonely diamond
That jewel steady
While fain deciduous
Shed winter coats
For vibrant summer airs
Sending poetry to the world
Pale widow
Blue veins freeze her hands
Rests them vacant
Consoling window sill
Togged out, waits
one lonely diamond
That jewel steady
While fain deciduous
Shed winter coats
For vibrant summer airs
snow like petals blown
by that one giant whoo-sh –
scattered the dandelion
when we lived in fields,
made wishes instead
of analyzing frozen precip
in harsh city streetlights.
before i’m asked to leave
now obsolete
i tilt my head back and see –
above in steel it
is ws g90 cs/b
it’s granular black and upside down,
it means nothing to me, this me
of a head thrown back
headache pinching one side
body thrown aside
florescent lighting ripples metal
and i start to see patterns
numbers letters – squares.
i notice the ws repeat
i see the secret messages and the meaning
is pinching my brain
stiffening my neck
but i don’t look away cause
my country relies on my ability
to dicepher the code –
yes
WS… SOFTILE CS TYPE B
MADE IN USA
O3G 132
yes! the walls fall to the side
i’m yelling to everyone
i feel their arms around me, binding tight.
“made in the USA, made in the USA, made in the USA, made in the USA, made in the USA,
even with these regrets
words pearl together
and at night, fast asleep,
your story shines on.
sirens have a way
of wailing in an echo –
you gawk, you forget.
in yoga stillness
your birthday candles still smoke
drifts towards the heavens
i carefully rearrange the flowers
after cleaning the water from a milky green
to a crystal clear complexion
i pat those violet ones, yellow ones,
whisper to them –
you’re still young, strong,
you still know how to work a room,
hold out for just one more day
drink up that new water,
be reborn.
feel that burn
that fuels insomnia till
late into the morning of a new day
you write
“it’s just this never-ending feeling
that i was put here to do more
than this, more than the desk and the
swivel chair, more than this”
feel those letters and smear ink
into your fingertips
and tomorrow, when you see it
stand up.
tenacious rush of
dried lips puckering and blood
drips below my nose
it’s cold, i’m tired, i’m giving you a poem that was posted back in the beginning and written before that…. enjoy, stay warm…
January (Outside My Parents’ House)
http://presssend.blogspot.com/2010/02/january-outside-my-parents-house.html