i think it’s James Taylor
and three or so quiet men
drinking whiskey, and the
bartender
quietly
plugs in
the lights.
Category Archives: stream of consciousness
the night before i died
before I left work
the temperature dropped
a good twenty degrees
in a fit and frenzy of a storm.
one hand smiled content in
a pocket while
the other called “home”
on speed dial.
walking, kicking leaves
blown down nonchalant
restless corners
yellow brown and dying
my mom talked about Christmas
and I talked about my cat
and with a “say hi to dad”
I hung up.
night crawler (the moon and people like me)
where darkness
leads a whiskey shot
with no chaser
claw the burn and the dizzy
where alone
with moans of an E minor
strokes my thin camisole
that dews see through with sweat
even the moon
is submissive on a Tuesday
settles for the blackout
spills out ‘cross the street
where the devil says
i am your sweet tooth baby
i am your lizard king
waste your days, feel whole again —
that’s
where
I
wait.
i imagine that man’s point of view
best yet
in a jacket
casual cool
thoughout the bar
i know
women are looking
at my swagger
with a look
she is
eating out of
my hand
she is willing
to toss that hair a bit.
untitled [pale hands]
watching the color drain
as the fall slips a sulking hand
into winter’s firm grip and follows
until my skin pales around
veins blue, icing up
the backs of my hands and wrist —
it is the blood leaving the heart.
watching volleyball, remembering
stands empty yet
how the court shines.
the net doesn’t quiver yet
i can feel the sting from one
huge kill.
hear the squeak from shoes
in a quick back slide
[currently watching TX vs. NEB in set 3, women’s volleyball, wanting to be out there sooo bad]
cab in Tampa
then i’m in a cab in Tampa
and the woman
says that in Christmas they camp
and one year
the cold kept them in the van
with homemade stew
and strings of cranberries
outside the palm trees
snuggle with the humidity
and again the woman says
she’s been driving for 25 years and
when she turns 50
the theme of the party will be
life is highway
aren’t we all just another fare,
another green light to
leave behind.
an American tourist in Rome (circa 2002)
i take a rest on a dusty rock
that whispers “2,000 years ago
in the valley of the Roman forum…”
and i lean in close
i realize everything:
notice now the graffiti
the red wine making toasts
the Italian playing John Denver
the gelato sliding down your tongue
i watch the wheels of the bus leaving
my breath stolen straight from my pores by ghosts
splendere i come Roma
i wish i could make a study of birds
only takes a handful
of grain tossed,
with that film of dust
settling into the life line on
your right hand,
for them all to come —
where they land and peck
in short calculated bursts
is living room to a woman
whose wellworn face
has the hard lines of a beak.
when the Atlantic coast is your only passenger
tonight, it is done–
the half moon is your copilot
and you find the iconic
Joni Mitchell and Sam Cooke
agree soulfully that
tonight the steering wheel
feels more alive
that tonight,
when the Atlantic coast is your only
passenger sleeping
somewhat restlessly against the window,
you have
but open miles ahead tonight
and your headlights
witness only the
fringe reminder of trees.