like pea soup

I feel like I’m dying in these fog filled mornings,
that one orange streetlight a fuzzy eyesore and my mind is buzzing
with the lack of memories.

Somewhere in the daze of the morning drive, listening to the song
the same I heard before I left you last night. The last time
lingering your scent

it freely dances across my sweater and into my nose

Could we go back there and figure things out? I think
the heavy rain makes a beautiful sound when it hits the glass
and slides on down;

I think we might have a chance if we could only take home
the hazy clouds, lay down, and sleep a little
finally sleep a little

[circa 2003?]

like climbing vines of ivy

long graceful fingers
naked
and growing like ivy
up pale cheekbones
leaving only the eyes
intent

do you ever
look in the mirror
and feel that fear –
climbing vine of panic
choking

which hands are real?
the longer you stare
the more those leaves of
nerves pressing
belong to someone else
the more those eyes
grow sparkling in wicked
suspicion.

sweet tooth (in e minor)

you crave me
when I inhale
air bittersweet.

I’d want you,
quick exhales,
morning’s too soon.

we’re only
drowning in sweets
please me,
oh, oh, oh,
leave me.

we’ll move fast
devour the sky
make moments last.

you’ll need me
that want as I go,
I am the tease.

we’re only
drowning in sheets
please me,
oh just go and
leave me.

you crave me
yet here I am
seems incomplete.

we’ll see soon
only what’s real,
a greedy sweet tooth.

[author’s note: lyrics from a song written in 2002, maybe]